Control Does Not Always Look Like Control
Control is so subtle and if having been blinded by its powers it becomes difficult to see and then when you realize it to walk away from it then the power wills to draw you back under it - the warfare begins.
I have spent days (8/1/12 to 12/1/12) unable to will myself or want to or want any help to write or seek after the things of Jesus because of breaking away from control of a leader then to add to my already weaken flesh I get a boil that makes me feel even weaker to remain down for the count.
I have now renounced this leader/group and good insight has come from it, made no inner vows however still walking out the offenses and the forgiving.
This is why I have not written in days, please keep me in prayer and pray for the healing of the boil! OCH.
Blessing and thankyou.