How quickly did you not recall what He has spoken to you about your restoration when the old dead man/woman wants to come back to life?
I know perspective is easy to lose when things get tough and when we refuse to stay in the healing the restoration the sanctification the truth the training and change we have come into and learnt to date.
I know when we refuse to recall to our soul what the Lord said or refuse to go to Him in difficult times instead of the lies of devil and our corrupt carnal flesh we always walk in death and digest these lies of darkness to quickly lose sight of what Jesus has done.
Introspection, self pity will make our perspective seem like all has failed, all has been a waste of time “I’m not really a hetrosexual" "I will always have same sex attraction in such strenght against me" "I should be restored by now and have overcome” “I should not have to hear the kingdom of darkness" "How can I rise above when they never shut up, how am I supposed to overcome when they go on and on and on, sex this sex that."
The truth is we can be back slidden and emotionally back slidden so we can and will lose patience and lose sight of the big picture and what we know to be truth. Truth is we do lose fellowship, we lose faithfulness when we stop walking in The Spirit and the discernment of The Spirit and the knowledge of Truth.
As difficult as it will be in times of the flesh especially when the memory of senses are screaming at us to please them; yet we cannot lose the walk of purity or lose walking in and towards faithfulness and more healing and restoration. We cannot lose faith and belief in the transformation journey that we won't become more grounded in Him.
Jesus is our answer Jesus is our solution regardless of what seems to be our reality, do consider looking again at any rotten fruit that still gives the unclean spirits and your soul ground i.e. agreement with behaviour you know to be sin and ask Him He will bring it to your heart.
He knows by nature we are vain, lusty sensual - desiring intimacy but He knows we need to take a hold of truth and walk above our base nature that wants to enjoy sexual this sexual that love this and desire that. Remember we are a complex being our brain has memory and our first love was same sex and same sex intimacy. Our pleasure centres were wired for the lust of woman on woman or man on man so as we continue to dwell on sex our body will ache with desire its a natural response to the wiring.
Where you still have issues of the heart and sin structures in the homosexual personality they will be brought to death by Him and ask what they are; but stay standing in the transformation thus far, stay faithful and believing He has your life in His hand - don't take your hands off the plough to put it where it brings bondage again.
He is Able when we daily and freshly surrender and admit that we are not able and it is here He pours out of Himself Covenant Power to keep us from stumbling and to bring us alot further in restoration than we are today.
Be at peace with your heart for He knows you are not able but He is Able, rest in Him, He will lead you He will complete you, you will know the truth and the truth will set you free.
Be blessed and be a blessing
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