It is important to realize throughout your journey you will have temptations. Most assuredly spirits of darkness with their sorcery and witchcraft powers will bring lustful thoughts back with these powers to hope cause stimulation and you yielding. This does not mean you are still a homosexual or have not been healed of the deep hurts that twisted your spirit, but you have the human capacity of memory and feeling.
If you have yielded to their onsets again and or you are entertaining their thoughts coming back under a strong grip; or you have gone to pornography, get on your face and go for grace, mercy will never let you go.
I encourage you to search the net for an accountability course that takes you through a workbook/programme that builds you up and brings forth The Word to birth in your heart. There are many ministries like Setting Captive Free http://www.settingcaptivesfree.com/ who do 60 day workbooks with a Mentor. www.takingbackground.com also do an online discipleship program for men and women struggling with unwanted same sex attraction.
Allow Him to continue to do a deeper work by a fresh surrender, realizing that He is able that He has broken the power of homosexuality. And know this it takes some time but He does restore you to the heterosexual identify there are a lot of valleys to go through mountains to climb but He is there every step of the way.
We have to know that we are to die daily and His grace understand us in this as we walk out by choosing the healing process. For until we have enough of Jesus and enough Word in us the temptations demonic or human, others or old self cannot cause us to yield or go back to any aspect of that lifestyle. Truth is we do not want to forfeit our freedom or our call, our vision, or ministry or eternal security to lay in the arms of the gods of this age, no we can be faithful and count the costs and finds the keys to freedom.
YOU CAN DO THIS....YES YOU CAN DO THIS
Be blessed and be a blessing
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