Rejection Distorts Reality
Father, I release my false expectations of love from the church to marry up with the love of a mother or a lover and with Christ Jesus's unconditional love. I repent and ask for forgiveness of my depression, bitternesss, anger and misunderstanding of love and my blame towards the churches imperfections that is the people in church.
I release my self from these false expectations and release the church to be who they are; I release (Helen, Leanne, ---------------, ------------------) and I release myself to realize that I cannot find the fullness of my life in the people I see on Sunday/Saturday. I renounce and repent of this false expectation that I am to find my friends in church and my life in church and or in the beloved and the brethren.
I understand the root cause of my mothers lack and I have forgiven her a long time ago but again I confess forgiveness towards her. I choose to move forward and see my pain was from a false expectation of a form of love I can only receive from the intimacy of a husband and a love of a mother not from someone or those I see for three hours a week on church day. I choose to accept that everyone does not have to be my friend or come back to my place for lunch when I ask them; for I release them to have free will and take nothing on board that I am unlovable or was once a homosexual.
I choose to see that the love I have desired can not be met from the church and has been a false expectation for people will to be and to do their own thing and misunderstand sexual brokenness. I acknowledge as a human I have an innate basic need of love from my fellow beings just like I need food water and shelter I need love and ask you to open my eyes to put church love in its perspective and see brotherly and sisterly love and walk in this love and this release not the false love I have thought I should have and receive.
'Today I receive a fresh Your Love as it can fill the void within my inner being of a need to be loved, even though we were meant to receive love in its facets from our fellow beings Your love will meet my need, so I yield to Love afresh, yield to receive Your Love and enable me to receive your Love and walk in your expressions of Love twoards me.
I give you thanks and praise that I mean more to You than I realize at this time in my life.
Amen, and Amen.
Be blessed and be a blessing
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